Thursday, April 30, 2009

Dam it all

Well, Hello once again.

Im not particularly in a good mood, mainly because things have been just going to hell, and I cant really find a way to stop. First off, as seen in the last post, I have lost one of my good friends because he cant keep his grubby hands off of stuff, but also, I STILL haven't been able to find a job in 4 months, which is really bringing a toll on my finance, So I haven't been able to afford anything I want, and barley anything I need. And lastly, the job I had come closest to, rejected me for 'unknown' reasonings, mainly because the head office of said company only sends a 'yes' or 'no' back to the store, so I have no idea what made them say no. What I'm trying to say is, I'm in a bad time right now. My social life is near zero, my bank account is dry, and I have no way of knowing how to change that, and what I guess Im looking for right now is either, a job opportunity, or someone to help cheer me up, that an just being able to say this stuff and hope someone hears me, and says "Don't worry Ryan, it will get better" instead of the usual banter I receive in the comments, from people who I don't know, or people I do, but wont say who they are, which I think is stupid. Well anyways, Im off to go find something to do, since I have absolutely nothing to do since I have no job and all my existing friends are off at theirs.

Ryan Sabad

1 comment:

  1. it will be okay
    focus on something positive like this blog
    i really enjoy reading it!

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